So today was test day for our third go and last Frostie. Previously we had an ectopic and misscarraige at 7weeks. I went into this round with a more relaxed attitude and tried not to stress about every little thing.
But after getting our BFN this morn I can't help blaming myself for bit doin more. For not getting the scratch , for not getting as much accupuncture as last time for flying home at the beginning of my down reg. I was trying to be as normal as possible as IVF has taken over r lives for over a year now. But now I feel so guilty and so worried it's never going to work. The thoughts of a 4rth go is breaking my heart. I just want someone to tell me what is wrong so I can fix it and be a mum.
So sorry for pity post but I'm just heartbroken xxx