Emotionally wrung out

[Push_kin]

Hello, I am new here. My husband and I have been TTC for 5 years and are about to start our 3rd round of IVF. We are in the category of ‘unexplained infertility’. I’ve just had my planning call with the clinic nurse and am feeling emotionally wrung out. I have struggled for the past year to handle the emotional barrage that comes with IVF, especially when they failed and I feel terrified with us going into the third one that if it fails it’s another sign that it won’t ever work. It is hard not to feel demoralised when there is no apparent reason for the infertility.I admit I don’t have an agenda or question on this post, I just need somewhere to get the words and feelings out. IVF is the hardest and loneliest journey I have ever gone through and I swing between wanting to stop trying and move on, and fighting to the end.