Well I have to admit we have even so very lucky here in the U.K. To be blessed with some lovely weather and over the weekend too! It's very rare we get such glourious weather especially that continues through the whole of a weekend!
My weekend hasn't been too bad. At least I actually sat outside for a while which makes a change from be being shut away like I normally do in the bedroom! I could say that everything was all happy and loving, but mine was slightly spoiled with all the nasty little comments or should I say, the words "shut up" being said to me on a regular basis. Every time I said something about anything in general conversation, or an opinion or even a bit of a joke, (which he says I never do,) he said I was constantly moanin and to "just shut up". I wish I could have just kept quiet, but I ended up saying a few things back and overall telling him I'm sick and tired of not being allowed to speak without him saying I'm moaning, and also of the way he speaks to me, but as usual I just get the same 'shut up' words back... I basically feel I'm not allowed an opinion, or to air my grievances to something he may have said in a derogatory manner. But hey ho, generally speaking, I managed to just have a quietish time just watching my fish in my pond. The shame being, was that I always end up feeling I have to go upstairs to the bedroom to enjoy a bit of peace without the snide remarks, otherwise, on a day like today, I might have enjoyed a little longer outside. Never mind, I now can relax comfortably as much as I can with my chronic back pain and depression and enjoy my own company!
Sorry for moaning!
I do hope everyone else had a good weekend? Night all.
Take care
Xx
