Parkinsons has been quite a journey. I’m 4.5 years in. I try not to be on this board very often because I find myself obsessing over things I can’t control. I really wonder if they could ever really cure Parkinsons because of the emotional and mental part of the disease. The unconscious mind can do incredible damage to your health. My whole life, I’ve lived afraid, afraid of the future, afraid of what might happen, and most of it has been a complete waste. I grew up in a highly religious community that made me feel like trash, my whole life. I don’t believe that was the intention, but that’s the way I took it. My subconscious and conscious mind has been at war my whole life . I think many of you could relate.
Because of my religion, I believed God was a vengeful, hateful God, and that I could never be good enough. Now I believe in God, but not the God that was raised with. He loves me and only wants the best for me. He can help you heal. (Relatively speaking)
Three weeks ago, I felt completely hopeless. The medication worked sporadically at best and made me so OCD that I was hard to live with. I had went to therapy and had good success with EMDR but I felt like I was as far as I could go. My subconscious mind was still making life terrible. “ you can’t have a good day you have Parkinson’s, a neurodegenerative, progressive disease that has no cure” I can survive because I’m tough, but I wanted to do more than survive. I want to live. For most of my time while I’ve been diagnosed, I’ve been a human guinea pig. A Parkinson’s patient, I forgot to live.
I had some close friends of mine try to get me to go see this guy named Mike Simpson. I didn’t know much about him but thought what he did was weird, so I put him out of my mind. However, there were a lot of little things that God was trying to do, reminding he was there and to my purpose.
I was at my wits end, I finally decided it was time to try this guy. I had nothing to lose. And made an appointment the following week on Tuesday.
Part of my job I haul rental equipment to customers. I dropped off a piece to a guy that looked like Santa Clause. He was literally one of the nicest human beings I’ve ever met. One of those people you think are faking it, but it wasn’t. He said the most random thing to me saying that he needed to tell me. He said, “let go and allow”. I thought that’s a really random thing for someone to say, but it stuck with me because it was so odd. Fast forward till the following Tuesday. Mike started to do what he does and my conscious mind thought “ what the hell, this is weird” but I remembered what the Santa Claus guy said. “Let go and allow”
I have a hard time, recalling most of what happened, some of the very personal so I don’t wanna get into it. It was a crazy experience, so much so that I had to come home from work after the appointment and just let my brain process what had happened. Not a negative experience at all. Just a very powerful positive experience.
I saw him again the following week with more help. I have some screwed up thought processes that I’ve learned throughout my life that need to be fixed . This last week I wasn’t able to see him because I was on vacation with my family. I’m still struggling, but so much better. I had the most fun since I was dx. I felt so good, relaxed and my symptoms hardly effected me. I finally feel like my future is not doomed! I’m only 42 years old so I got a long time to live with this disease.
The beautiful thing about Mike is that he can meet with people over Skype. If you want to learn more, there are podcast link on the website.
I have a deal with Mike, if those of you that cannot afford to see him, I may be able to help.
He healed his wife from Graves’ disease. I’m not saying he’s going to heal your PD. But he can help you heal your subconscious mind that in turn can improve your quality of life immensely.
Please watch/listen to the podcast on his website. Here is the link to same podcasts on iTunes.
If you have questions, listen to all 3 episodes and most of them will be answered.
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