My husband was diagnosed with Cirrohsis a few weeks ago. Yesterday we spent 9 hours in A&E where we were told he had an umbilical hernia (another unexpected result of the Cirrohsis). He spent the night in hospital and was told today that they were not going to operate. He also has hepatic encephalopathy, so it’s very difficult to get any sense out of him.
The reason I am writing this is because I feel very resentful towards him. He ruined my life and that of both of our sons because drinking was more important to him than his family. He has made himself ill and now I have become his carer. I know it is my choice to stay, but it’s not in my nature to walk away. Also it feels like grief as I miss the kind funny person I married.
I don’t have a question as such for you. I just need to be understood
Thank you all