Endoscopy,Anaphylaxis, just want to cry

[Marydel63]

Hi all, had my yearly endoscopy to check for varices . It showed grade 1 varices mild portal hypertension. So those weren’t there last year. Then I had anaphylaxis due to propophol. Everything was blur. Spent 3 days hospital.

I should of, could of would have….

My cirrhosis is from fatty liver. But doesn’t matter how I got it . I just feel like I want to cry all time. I feel terrible I havnt lost the weight I need too. Like I have been wasting-my time not buckling down. I havnt told my husband because he can’t keep a secret. He will tell the kids. I do feel alone and scared.

Just overwhelmed .

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Hi Marydel63, I'm sorry to hear that you are so overwhelmed right now. You may not be able to speak to your husband but is there anyone else you can confide in? It's a big load to bear by yourself. I'll pop a couple of links which you may find helpful to read:

britishlivertrust.org.uk/in...

britishlivertrust.org.uk/in...

Take care,

Trust10