Dying from liver cirrhosis and its complications eg bleeding varices is a slow and painful way to go. The craving for alcohol during this illness strips you of your mind and dignity.
On the whole, hospitals won't have as much sympathy for you as, let's say an illness that you have no control over, like cancer for instance.
I'm sure everyone reading this will understand.
After thirty years of drinking alcohol ( I knew it would catch up with me), I haven't drank for ten years.
Unfortunately, the depression and the massive hole left from stopping is something we just got to deal with in our own ways.
A friend of mine recently died from liver cirrhosis and was in denial right until it was too late.
Love to you all and one day at a time.