Well am at my GPs for my prevener vaccine for my streptocococal deficiency.
O and my chronic lung disease review.
But my issues are nothing to what DADs going threw ... feeling quite numb can only muster a ugg if my doctors asks how am feeling it's going.
But a moment of clarity of dads alzheimer's dementia i was holding my dads ankle wile he was in bed AND he asked me what had gone on.
I told him HE had dislocated broke is hip following a fall.
With knowing comes empathy SO i told my dad he's going to ok and he's coming home HE said he was glad and would not like to fall again.
As he would not like to be disabled TRYING to hide my broken heart behind HARD face under guise of saying everything going to be ok telling him to be just him self.
Its like trying to tell a child everything going to be fine when in realty the dieing.
Even the doctors cant say whats going to happen when my dad comes home. BUT am glad as he will be free and round those that love and care.
And that must be worth more than a million words anything i coukd say.
Why DOSE doing right feel so wrong.