Hi . its 5.00am here in Suffolk UK. I have been awake most of the night coughing, inhalers to hand and I am so tired . My husband has a headache and I am the one who gets out of bed for paracetemol for him (he is dying ??????).I am so sorry to be so miserable but I hate all this coughing. It has now been nearly 2 years since this all came to a head and whilst I know I dont have symptons anyware near as bad as most people, I am terried of what is to come. The Nurse practitioner , who is brilliant by the way , says I have mild COPD and that it can be well controlled withe the inhalers,the indigestion with OMOprez.., other tabs to make sleeping easier....so why do I feel so S**t ?
I have never smoked, was reasonably fit , yes need to lose some weight and am so tearful I shall soon drown this laptop.So sorry to be so miserable but my family still see me as the perpetual housewife/ mum, my husband dosnt seem to understand that I really am too tired for sex a lot of the time . So if anyone has any suggestions to buck me up they would be so appreciated.