I totally get the anxiety, I felt exactly the same after my diagnosis. I did the worst thing I could do, googled it and them felt even worse and had a massive panic attack resulting in me ringing 111 thinking it was my heart... obviously it wasnt.Nearly 2 and a half years later I'm still here, happy and healthy and with a replacement Aortic Valve and a pacemaker.
I had counselling and also Clinical Psychology appointments as I have a fear of hospitals.
I also reached out to this group and then joined UK Aortic and Heart Defects Pre and Post surgery Facebook group. I remember one of the ladies in that group saying to me, it's OK, we've got you now, because everyone in the group could empathise with me. Up until then friends and family would say you'll be fine, and I wanted to punch them! If you aren't experiencing it yourself you really have no idea of how it feels.
Joining that group helped me so much up to and after surgery.
You WILL be OK, but if the anxiety is so bad then please look into getting some counselling.
So sorry to hear of your trubles. I think the mental side of such conditions is not appreciated by most Doctors. You go from feeling you are immortal to wondering how long you may have left.
Of course the answer is more expectation than many people as our conditions have been identified whereas many people are blithely going around not realising their condition until it is too late.
I think you will find that the very long dismal winter is not helping. If you have a garden look forward by starting to plant things. You might also consider planning for a trip somewhere so you have something to look forward to
You are very welcome. Please reach out to me if you are having a wobble or think about joining the Facebook group. We "get" each other through surgery and beyond Joanne
Honestly - your reactions are similar to many many people on here . I was diagnosed with MVR in November at age 57, very fit and healthy and was convinced life was over . Gradually I am coming to terms with it - helped hugely by this forum .
A wonderful cardiologist sat me down recently and explained in detail the risks and implications and what I could do to help ;
1. See being diagnosed as a positive as I was now being monitored 2. Maintain exercise in the right way to keep my heart strong 3. Eat healthily ( no caffeine or processed food and avoid alcohol ) 4. Keep cholesterol low . 5. De stress and keep blood pressure down .
Giving me these actions also helped - it returns some control.
Learn as much as you can and talk to the BHF , get counselling and be kind to yourself - feeling fear is normal and it’s ok !
Already I have found your reply a comfort. I really do need more reliable information. The future looks bleak and like you I had a real lust for life, now certainly gone.
One other thing is to learn more about the condition so you can separate the real risks from the fear and the Google results. Only use reliable web sites such as the NHS, Mayo Clinic and such.
Get in touch with your local NHS Talking Therapies - you can self refer online. I did this and was recommended an eight week Mindfulness CBT course which has really helped me deal with my heart arrhythmia and the anxiety of not knowing when the next episode will be.
I'm 64 and have been getting help with anxiety both from MIND, referred by GP, and Talking Therapies, via iTalk. The latter was mentioned at my original cardiac rehab sessions. I fid a self-referral and was given access to online CBT as well as telephone consulations qnd have been given help on breaking the fear cycle and overcoming the situations that generate anxiety through exposure and habituation strategies. There can be a wait for both iTalk and MIND but both have been a massive help as my confidence was hit badly when I suffered a blip with my recovery.
That's a shame. It's frustrating to see the differences across the country. It's the same with availability and consistency of rehab care. I've been really lucky that both the GPs and Cardio dept have recognised that it's as vital to look after the head as well as the body and that the reactions I have had are quite "normal", especially following a blip. At least now you know you aren't alone in feeling like you do as many of us have found after coming on here. All the best.
Get help but join the Facebook page They are a amazing support You will get through this and that group has many people onvsho have had their ops and are living a normal life again It was the best thing I did joining it
Hi Anxiety is normal. had heart failure two years ago and told I wouldn't last the week. diagnosed with AFand last told i have to consider having my heart stopped and using a pacemaker. I know its not the same as your condition but when it happens it is stunning. Family were all in tears but here I am at the end of two years still plodding on. it seem like the end and all the things people have told you help but try to be as positive as you can. It helps. have small goals to get to. Easter Birthday anything . it helps pass time and you become more relaxed about living with your diagnosis. good Luck
I will try… desolation seems the way I go today…. every quiet moment is filled with gloom. I can see I am painfully slowly becoming more confident but my old self has vanished. Here’s hoping I can follow your lead. An inspiration.
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