Hi everyone, well all my buses seemed to have come all at once!
I had my repeat 'walking(beep) test on the Friday, Consultant Cardiologist on the following Monday (saw the main man!) and GP appt on the Tuesday. Wow, so, walking test stopped when I reached my max heart rate (only 118), at the same point as last time, 1 level from the end........but this was in a poorly ventilated corridor on the hottest afternoon of the year, I doubt I could have got close to this before. Cardiologist has effectively handed me back to GP for primary care, only wanting to see me if anything really significant happens, his work is done, fixed the plumbing, leaving me to 'replace the floorboards and redecorate as needed'. GP is awaiting my return to work plan, phased return, light duties etc, once ok'd then I guess, off we go.
I'm 18 weeks post STEMI, Cardiologist says damage is not permanent, but.....time and medication will help my heart, but I have to help myself. I don't need any convincing of that, just tell me how high and how far I need to jump. We are the lucky ones, yes sometimes we feel completely rubbish, for no reason at all, but hey, not a big price to pay? We have the second chance, but more importantly we know it, and can do something about it!
Sadly, I see new members coming onto the forum all the time, similar worries, similar fears, we all share these, they diminish but never completely go away, perhaps they're necessary, they remind us of our fragility yet our immense strength simultaneously.
"Life is what happens while you are busy making other plans." (John Lennon)
“Life moves pretty fast. If you don’t stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it.” – Ferris Bueller
Keep safe and healthy folks.