I know I go through phases of posting things, obsessions if you like but that’s only because part of my brain wants to know.
The other part chooses not to care & generally laugh about it.
I could sit there & moan about how poor my life is & why me, but then what good would that do me?
I prefer to carry on doing what I can & that means I go beyond what other people think is safe.
One day I’ll be wrong but until then I’ll carry on.
No option really.
Dear BenThom-wood
I would imagine that this is the way that you have always lived your life. I for one cannot see anything wrong with it.
You, me , the world, will always have rules and guidelines thrown at them, what we go along with, adhere to, follow etc is down to us.
Those of us who don’t follow fully the rules will always be considered outsiders by the ones to frightened to walk off the path.
Carry on with your life, try not to hurt people and express your opinion in anyway you can.
You are alright, you are an important part of this world, it’s about time you knew it. [ even if a complete stranger like me has to tell you ]
Take care
medical therapy not worked
UPDATE on seeing the surgeon 
From Heart attack to a marathon 
Extremely vulnerable list
Post op update.
