Hello there,
I'm posting just to see if anyone out there has similar feelings? It's so hard to describe but hoping for some reassurance.
Here goes.
Around 6 years ago I had a very strange 'spasm' 'dropping' generally peculiar feeling in the centre of my chest. I'd never felt this before. It was not painful as such but just a horrible feeling for a second only and it made me panic. I was so scared I was having a heart attack, I got my husband to call an ambulance and I spent a few hours in a&e having numerous ECGs and blood etc. The hospital said there was nothing wrong with my heart and I was having a panic attack.
Following on from this I had the feeling again and again, I have had lots of ECGS all clear, my GP referred me to a cardiologist and I had a 24h holter and an echocardiogram. The consultant said all was fine and it was panic and health anxiety. I should say the 'feeling' never happened when I was wearing the 24hr holter.
I went on to complete CBT and spent the following 2 years in a funny state mentally. I've never actually fully believed that there's nothing wrong. So over been fighting against my gut feeling and trying to believe the professionals. I can go months and months without having any feelings in my chest, then I'll have clusters of them over a few months and it sets me back to believing 'something has been missed'.
I do agree I tend to get these feelings when I'm more anxious, like now due to lockdown and being furloughed.
I guess I'm just wondering if anyone else experiences these peculiar feelings in their chest. So to me it feels like a spasm type feeling, not painful but takes your breath away for a millisecond, almost feels like someone's given you the fright of your life in a way, right in centre of chest, nerves then go through body (but not sure if that's cause I panic when so get these spasms). I've felt my pulse during them and it does seem to put an extra beat in there? Also feels like I need to burp, or pressure in my chest before and after? Wonder sometimes if linked to reflux? Who knows but it's a horrible and uncomfortable feeling that I find so difficult to explain.
As I say I've experienced this for 6 years now but I'm so scared of dropping dead with something that's been missed but also if this is anixety I don't want to waste anymore professional time.
Sorry this turned into an essay!
Thanks for reading 🙂