ADHD and autism awareness

I am so pissed off , been through hell and back just been told I have ADHD and autism trying to get help but the bloody gp was bitching saying I don't have autism when my coach says I do ! When I told her I was depressed at first she was gentle and kind just like the tutor who nearly killed me at college but as soon as she heard I was sutustic and have aggression issue due to underlying ADHD her tone changed . My poor mum was nearly in tears ! I seriously wanted to kick off in the room and lose my shit and I told mum I was going to get a gang and cause a riot find my old friend who had ADHD and burn shit together and she screamed at me and said I was losing the plot and autustic people wouldn't like me anymore and was going to make me go on more meds but the meds aren't working they are making me suicidal and I never thought about burning shit before ... I don't know what's wrong with me but I think my condition is getting worse and no one gives a crud they just either think I'm off the rails (psychotic) or they don't want to talk to someone who is evil. People have called me heartless when I laugh at inappropriate situations such as people dying in movies but I can't help it my ADHD makes me rude . Just needed a rant and if anyone wants to form a protest or gang with me just let man know .

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Sweet what about a ADHD one I have ADHD too

[Jonibont]

Hi, think you should change g.p or ask for another doctor there, I hate rude doctors like that! Supposed to be caring and supportive not laugh something serious off!!! Sorry Im just so annoyed with your g.p!

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Not laugh worse than that, bitch on about wasting resources and me being a waste of time something along the lines and yeah been thinking about that thanks for the adive and support tho blud