I'm generally a happy, upbeat positive person. But ever since the weekend I've been in a right pap with myself and whilst I've had days when I've felt down these really are just the odd days. I went camping at the weekend and had in the most a lovely time. Only one thing marred it and that was overhearing friends say that they couldn't walk into Ambleside because I couldn't walk that far. I'd already said I was happy to wait by the pier and have a coffee (and maybe some cake! ;-)) whilst they went off on their wanders. But they didn't and I felt terrible. The last thing I want is for them to make exceptions for me. I'm due to go away with them again in September and next May and I feel like I don't want to go because I feel like I'm holding them back from doing what they really want to do.
It's really got me down and I'm struggling to pull myself out of this. I've spoken to a couple of them and tried to explain how I feel but they've told me I am just being silly and over-sensitive. Am I? And would not going away with them be cutting my nose off to spite my face?
Sorry for the long post.
Marie x