what's going on?

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HAVE HAD LBBB FOR YEARS-NO TREATMENT. FOR SOME REASON I STARTED BEING BREATHLESS AND DISCOVERED I HAD HEART FAILURE, STARTED ON LOTS OF MEDS' TO NO AVAIL. HAD PACEMAKER FITTED NOT WITH FACILITIES FOR STARTING HEART. STILL NO BETTER IN FACT I THINK WORSE, WHATS GOING ON? EVERYTHING SEEMS TO BE MAKING ME WORSE- PACEMAKER FITTED 20.07.20. FEEL SAD NOT AS MUCH FOR ME AS FAMILY AND FRIENDS. SPOILING EVERYONES HOPES FOR THE FUTURE. XX