Is there anyone else out there with a diagnosis of bipolar (like me)? Mine only started postnatally. In truth I've found it quite hard to gave up to / it feels worse than the pp and I hate the idea of drugs (& the stigma & side effects ) for the rest of my life. I've had a little look at bipolar uk and beating bipolar and they seem brilliant. It would be lovely to hear from you if you are further along this journey with bipolar than I am and any ideas.