I am 15 years old and i weigh 6 to 7 stone. i sometimes binge then purge as i feel guilty of what i have eaten. i also look at my self constantly every day at the mirror. to me 6 to 7 stone is alot and i starve myself at school. at home i have no control and i start to eat alot. i currently undergo councelling but i dont know if i will ever get better. im never satisfied with my body and i feel so low at school. one nasty or unpleasent look i immediatly go back to negative thoughts. the only time i have felt pleased with myself is when im looking in the mirror and i see ribs and neck bones. this tells me that at least there is some improvement to what i am doing. my friends tell me that i am "skinny" but i dont compare my self to people who have a higher weight than me, its those who are skinner. and i guess i feel jelous in a way. i got sent home from school on tuesday as i felt so ugly and broke down in tears. i come to school and i get comments that i look tired. but ive had tons of sleep. i wake up in the morning and i feel physically like i am going to collaspe.
any help or advice?