I've been battling anorexia for 3 years now. Every time I make some progress and start to eat again I look at my body and freak out. I managed to eat over christmas +drank alcohol to help me cope. Now I feel really fat and have started starving myself again to get the weight off. I can't stand to see my body as I look so fat. Recovering from a chest infection so haven't been able to Exercise. Going to start again next week. Feel better now Ana back helping me. I'm so confused I feel I need Ana but also know how dangerous she can be. Anyone else felt like this?