I understand what you are going through. I have progressed further. When things like that happened I decided to laugh. I spoke to family and friends and told them I was finding laughter helped me cope. I have progressed further and soon I will have to have someone come in and help me. I finally accepted my illness and have decided to make every day count. In my area there are no support groups for the patient only caregivers. If there is a support group in your area I hope you go it will help.
I do care about you and understand.