Just to pop in to encourage people carry on doing what you're doing. It can only get better from here on. Keep looking for that beam of light , you'll find it even when you're not trying to. All of a sudden you feel a lovely warm glow on your face then you look up and realise you had it all the time, it simply dozed off for a few careless seconds. Wakey wakey. Keep on loving folks, you're all worth your weight in gold. xx