I'm suffering horribly on a daily basis with ibs. It sounds so innocuous: ibs. It ought to be called Pschyopathic Gut Syndrome as the pain is completely and utterly brutal and without mercy. There are times when I just want to die because of the pain. It's almost like I'm being poisoned and I wonder why on earth I'm being forced to live like this. It feels like a punishment of some kind. I'm not a bad person. I'm no better or worse than most other people, but I'm being made to suffer in the most hideous way on a virtual daily basis. Even Adolf Hitler didn't have to live the life I have. As I type this I'm actually crying as I feel so miserable and helpless. I'm only 52. How many more years of this torture will I have to endure? My life is hard enough trying to cope with crippling social anxiety without me having to put with this physical torment too. It may sound like I'm whinging and I know there are millions of other people suffering all kinds of horrible illnesses,but this unbelievable agony would drive the strongest of people to the depths of despair.
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