Thinking about my weight is killing me 😭

[Heartcattylove]

Since i was 14, i was struggling with food. But in 2022 when i turned 17 it stopped. And right now, i want to lose weight. Unfortunately, because of stress i want to eat every time (. And one thing, I'm romanticising my life when i couldn't walk. I'm sound crazy, but i really miss my old self when i were on diet and were doing crazy stuff. I can't explain it properly, but right now i want to be skinny no matter what. And the same time, I'm scared that I'll destroy my health. I'm writing this, not because i want to pity me... Maybe someone has similar situation.

[Bluesky828]

Hey just want to say I know how you feel. I have been struggling with weight and food since I was a young child. I think about losing weight everyday it seems. It so hard to value yourself beyond your body when society clearly prioritizes it. I will say you are not alone & I do believe recovery is possible. Keep pushing. 🫶

[LoveforAll41]

Hi Heartcattylove, I am sorry you are going through it right now. It is so frustrating when food and weight take up so much of our headspace and get in the way of life. Have you ever gone to therapy for any help with this? My eating disorder was mostly rooted in anxiety and avoiding some hard emotions. Yes, you are definitely not alone.