I have previously had colorectal cancer and it involved a major operation and scarring to my stomach. Now the cancer has spread to my liver (terminal) and now my stomach (terminal) and I am well despite the crazy side effects of the chemosabitherapy.I am currently suffering with survivors guilt as I am now on my third cancer and I have just lost a good friend to cancer on her first cancer. I am happy to plan for the future as I am not willing to give in. I am in pain but I am told that my positive attitude is part of my fight .
