Hi there, I tried topamax this week for migraine control. I wanted to lose the weight I have put on using ampitryptiline and proprananol. So thought I would reduce propranonal and start topamax in consultation with doctor. I kept the ampitrypltyline as its only 25 mg a night and keeps my meningitis induced neuropathic pain away.
What a disaster. First night,25 mg topamax pill then overcome with anxiety, insomnia and then crazy dreams of extreme violence and despair. All day feeling really worried. Second night, second 25 mg pill, spaced out, couldnt really talk, then the same, the nightmares fear and extreme anxiety. Next day crying at the news on TV.
Made an executive decision, went back to old drugs. Wow, that was scary. I felt so moody, irritable, intolerant, hateful, paranoid and mental. I decided to stay a bit fat. Admittedly I had no migraine for those two days, and I didnt eat much, but I think that was because I was too deranged to eat. Too anxious. I also had a lot of stress at work, and I had a back injury that caused a lot of pain, and so the insomnia played on those conditions. I think I can only trial such a difficult drug if I am not at work, and the rest of my health and life is in perfect working order. In that case, I am considering when that might be, I might not be able to stop working for 20 more years or more.
Or maybe I can never try drugs that are so destabilising. I am so relieved to have ampitryptyline as it promotes good sleep and has not psycho active properties. Its not destabilising and its excellent for neuropathic pain from meningitis that I had five years ago. I never thought I would be so relieved to know this drug after what I just experienced.
Its the third day, last night not take the topamax and I am still jumpy, paranoid, weird and moody. I wonder how long it will take to go.
Has anyone else been destabilized by topiramate? I am worried about drugs that can create such mood disorders, what if they set the mood instability in motion and it was hard to change it back? Or might it have improved in a week or so? Too scared to find out. I can live with the dress sizes.
Anyone else found it good or bad?