I’m a Stage 4 stay at home mom. My kids are thankfully a little older but it’s still difficult. I am on treatment and doing well but I am very worried about what’s next for me. This disease affects all parts of my life and relationships. The truth is I should be gone by now but I have been lucky but it’s a temporary luck from what I can tell it’s hard to live on the edge all the time with bad news looming at every hospital appointment