AML and stem cell 12 months on

Anybody struggling with adapting to the new person they have become after all the trauma of AML?

[2003UK]

I think that applies to all of us, no matter what our diagnosis.

Yes, I have had to make adjustments living with my symptoms over the last 19yrs, especially my fatigue. I choose not to do evenings, I am lucky enough to be able to be a 'lady that lunches' and matinees.

Before I was diagnosed I went through life on autopilot.

After I was diagnosed it gave me the opportunity to re-assess my life, I am far less materialistic and I have learnt to say 'no'. I have let some friends and commitments go.

My family and friends, my eclectic music tastes, nature etc. are priceless.

Just before lockdown I had my 70th birthday and it was best birthday ever with lots of Colin the Caterpillar cakes.

As many of us do I get anxious with every lump and bump or symptom and before, during and after tests, results and appointments.

These are very much my personal thoughts, look after yourself.

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Thank you 2003UK. I understand many things you are saying. I am back at work but have to pace myself and like you try not to do evenings. Lots of silly things which once matter now do not. Not sure how my 'oh well' attitude goes down sometimes! Have a great week x