Ugh today

[Moviegirl1986]

I wake up feeling like someone holding me down or like my blankets have gotten a lot heavier. My skin is tingling almost like vibrations under my skin... Y when i ask for help i get nothing when im actually in need really bad.. I look around and see most everyone is able to see a doctor.. Most everyone can talk to family or friends and get the help they need.. I feel like ill be dead before anyone realizes i really do need help.. Ive tried asking plain out.. But other peoples problems are always more important than mine..

[Exister]

I’m trans too and yeah it can suck a whole lot. If I knew how to deal with everything I wouldn’t still be looking for a way. I do know that being uncomfortable is testament to how hard you have been and have to keep fighting. I don’t know if you’ve taken any medical actions in terms of sex and gender, but whatever you have or haven’t done doesn’t invalidate anything you’re feeling. I guess I can’t really help that much, since I think I’m looking for some of the same answers you are. But you are beautiful and stronger than you know. If you need to, take it day by day. Tomorrow is full of potential to be better than today. <3 <3 <3