I can't keep
a thought in my head,
so easily distracted
As Life goes on
around me.
A flurry of activity,
so much living ,
moving way too fast
for me to join in.
The wind,
fierce and wild,
screams change.
My mind goes quiet,
remembering that
with change
comes loss and
the leaving behind
of home and family.
I grow tired of watching,
my limited energy
overwhelm me and
I fall into myself
wanting invisibility
from the stares
and questions
So much of my days now,
are filled with
medication schedule,
doctor's appointments,
and therapy
to challenge
and push my
degenerating brain
to work harder.
I am so tired,
sleep evades me
and yet.
Life still goes on
around me.
My mind has dulled
my face reflecting
the insomnia
that 's stealing
what life
I have left
that Parkinson's
has not already
taken.
I watch life
go on
around me...
Jupiterjane