I've calmed down

[Faithfull]

This is so hard but as long as I have u lot I really just sick of talking in me head to meself analysing everything frightened of what's next as I act all ok I'm not scared of going mad it's this inbetween bit .

[Hidden]

Please try and be positive, I know that's hard after what you've been through. Just make sure you tell the. EVERYTHING!!! Love and hugs Lynne xxxx

[Faithfull in reply to Hidden]

Thanks Lynne it's the ADHD PTSD together Lynne what is the fluid and me hands feet swollen I see the post yesterday so sad I never put nothing as I was gonna put about the womb crushed biopsy wit (moderate dyspysia at the least )endo cervical cutterage and biopsys they never numb me I thought I was being dramatic I never new till went back thought that was bad .

Thanks how u coping .feel lot better it's trying sort move and you no when you have no control over nothing the women's kept us waiting could have moved 2xby now I got someone in told them just take me stuff as pots were big and all me old chimbney pots got nothing much but I wanted out me garden .me daughter say I'm the reverse of sheldon but act like him in certain ways well madness /genius thanks Lynne .make sure u look after yourself I got all motherly then bless your heart xx

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[Sillymo in reply to Faithfull]

My gosh sounds like you have too much to cope with faithful. I think a less strong person would go to pieces. Try closeing the door and curtains put on some music that you really love with no bad memories attached then ly down close your eyes and breath deeply in and out concentrating on breathing. Hope this helps. Take care of yourself darling. ❤

[Isabelle2]

Oh my dear Faithfull, I’m so sorry you are finding it so hard at the moment. You’re moving house, right? Well they say the 3 most stressful things to do are marry, divorce and move. Please try to find a time when you can relax, I know it’s hard but if you can then everything will look a little easier. Try not to worry, plod on, one step at a time. There is no point in wasting energy wondering about what’s going to happen. It’ll just make you more tired and less able to cope.

Sending you a massive virtual hug!

Isabelle

[Hidden in reply to Isabelle2]

Hi

I'm not brilliant at the moment, thanks for asking. Alot of pain, ended up at a and e the other night cod I was in do much pain. The Dr said my abdomen felt very full, she thought it was fluid and maybe faeces, have me some stuff

Asked if I'd ever had a drain , I said no, she said tell your consultant on Thursday, she also gave me s copy of my bloods

She used to work on liver department

You all take care

Love and hugs Lynne xxxc