I am still searching for my full sense of humour it seems to have disappeared somewhat and this can probably explain it.
There has got to be a PM and Inquest for my friend due to the fact she was on a drugs trial when she died and they have to find out whether that was a contributing factor to her death. I feel really sorry for her family because they cannot organise the funeral or anything yet.
I also feel very sorry for myself, I know this is selfish but this last week has been really stressful because every time the doorbell goes I hope it is her, this is stupid I know but I still can't believe it and I think this may be because I wasn't allowed to visit her when she was in hospital because she was so ill. I am also suffering with my pollen allergies at the moment which always brings me down.
So sorry for being miserable and the me, me, me post but I will be back I promise