Just every now and again I let things get on top of me and I think the bloody awful silly few days I have had have caught up with me.
I woke this morning wheezing like mad and tears running down my face and that horrible feeling of being a waste of space and so damn lonely. I doubled up my meds at least those I can had a couple of cups of coffee, cuddled the cats and wondered where the hell I go from here.
So in this mood I put on my computer ready to post a real blah of a post not only on here but on FB and by gosh can I do the hard luck stories when I am feeling low.
I decided to read through the Blogs to gauge todays mood of my friends before bringing them down to my level when instead of that I smiled, laughed and tutted and now I am on my way up Still feeling a bit teary and my head is aching from the extra drugs but hey I AM ALIVE so what the hell of I got to moan about.