Ive absolutly had it with asthma!!!
Get told today that the cons wont sign me back to work!!! I cnt live on SSP when the stupid government wont help me financially!!!
Cons told me he wants to see me weekly in clinic to check up on me and make sure im doing ok..yh great...cnt afford transport though!!!
Got to have yet more blood taken tosee why body not obsorbing amonophylline. .. Untill the work this out...got to struggle on low theraputic level!!
Cons struggling to see why the medication im on is allowing me to have a fantastic few hours over lunch time but when 1700ish hits everything goes downhill. .. PF crash, i can barly talk, cant sleep in bed and have to resort to sofa to be complely up right, end up beig couch potato as struggle to walk anywhere and wake up many time in the night coughing / weezy or having attacks and then waking up in am feeling like ive had 10rounds with Mike Tyson!!
Ive actually had enough of asthma now...
O and then i hear someone in the hospital waiting area saying how they 'dont understand why asthmatics moan so much, not like its life limiting' well here u go little old man have my bloody lungs for a week...actually make that 24 hours and see how u cope!!!
Sorry people but today has upset me!!! :'-(