OOO IM PROPER POORLY AT THE MOMENT,IM ALL COSY POSY AND MEDICATED.! CANT STOP SCRIBBLING THOUGH,SO HERE WE GO.JANES SCRIBBLET!(new word )

[longlungs]

I really do want to

I really know I should

I know I really must

I know I really have to

Its for my kids

I cant let them down

I will give it a try

Coz i don't wanna die

But I don't really want to

And its not a good time

I'm not well at the moment

I'm far to bloody stressed

I'll do it after christmas

My new years resolution

I really will try

Coz I don't wanna die

I can't breathe

Its me I deceive

My coughing drives me mad

Panic attacks are real bad

I hoover on my bum

Getting spasms in my tum

I am going to try

Coz I don't wanna die

All that was before

I've now slammed the door

I no longer stink

And i'm looking fairly pink

I still can't run

So I now walk in the sun

I AM ALIVE

AND I WILL SURVIVE

no one believed that I could succeed

I showed them them all

Now I'm walking tall

I'm smelling real fine

My food tastes devine

Those heavy laden shackles

GONE

so to have my crackles

Told you I'd stop

Well I did stop

I have stopped

I'm feeling good

so very proud

I am so happy no longer sad

GUESS WHAT

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I am no longer a smoker

But I am a successful

NON-SMOKER

HOWSA BOUT THAT

Janexx