After 18 months I fear I have gone from PAF to AF. My attacks are much more frequent! Wednesday y Am then Friday Am, when I could go weeks without any it's now days, I admit they only last hours, but used to be minutes. When I was diagnosed 18 months back I was sent into such panic and depression (well anxiety is more the word) that some of you may remember I was so bad that I cancelled my trip to visit my daughter in Sydney!! Even though I was told would not get any money back!! Also even though I had bought a new outfit I just could not face my nephews wedding!, was put on antidepressants but felt well enough to stop them 4months back, but now I feel edgy again as attacks increase. why is it always in the night!? !guess it's the laying down! Started soon as I got in bed so sat up on pillows and fell asleep but was woken 2 hrs later again (hubby sleeps I next room as he has health issues of his own! (I feel so alone) I have not seen a cardiologist in a year and have never seen EP., guess time to go back to GP for referral again, put it off because I do go back to nsr (usually after hour or so? And am so afraid of ablation and cardioversion) sorry so long but helps to do this at the time. Many of you say you have weeks and days of it, CAN imagine how awful that is!!!!