I've been on this site for awhile, formally known as "NYMets", the experience from all others are diverse, there is no logic about the outcome. Our biology is simply beyond our realm, scientific exploration and mathematics are useless into understanding what we are, and why we got cancer.
Prostate Cancer was programmed into our "self" at conception, I've finally come to peace with this, I'll do my best to help others, that are where I've been...