Today I had a weight check with C. From counterweight, it’s my last one for the year and I’m a size 12 with a height of between 5.6 and 5.10 but I know I was 6ft at 12 years, I think but I don’t know if it’s an inherited disease with conditions that makes me ill.
So I take everything I get from the dr at the same time and let the drugs work. All together at 6pm.
Everyone is finishing for Christmas next week today so I’m hoping I can make it for Christmas next week and party New Year’s Eve.
Can’t stand myself “hate’s too strong of word)
I don’t know what to do 
Anorexic Tendencies 
I'm new- and 50 years old!
