I refuse to let the loss of feeling and lack of correct nerve singnals. Be on my mind at this festive time of year.
My nurse and ot are always impressed by my ability to adapt. At 53 and counting. Things have been getting worse. But .... I can't lose sleep over what might happen. Sometimes at night I think, "what if I wake up in the morning needing a wheel chair"
Then wisdom tells me that I will deal with that bridge. When I come to it .
Right now over this Christmas I am going to grasp every moment of any good bits because life's to short anyhow.