I am on my rollercoaster again at the moment for the past five days I have been unable to judge my partners moods. To be honest his moods have mainly been agitated or distant. A lot of his time he spends glued to the tv, I have had to rest. When I've called him in it can feel like I'm daring to interrupt him. He will come bursting in with annoyance on his face. I have had to get up a few times to play with our dog. I am disabled and have to walk with a walking frame. As I was trying to play with her he was glued to the tv. Sometimes it feels like life is so bloody unfair, he's going to his activity group this afternoon and I'm looking forward to some time without him.