It's been a long time since I've posted.
Almost 4 years since diagnosed. 4 years of nothing working. 7 drugs, nothing works. 4 years of constant pain that you all understand.
How many drugs are there? What if I go through them all and nothing works? What if I'm crippled before I'm 60? What if I can't do the things with my husband that we do together? What if we finally get that trip to Italy and I can't walk?
I'm scared, I'm so sad, and I'm hurting in every joint from my toes to my neck.