Hi! I am Lostagain66. I have been dealing with mental, verbal and physical abuse, as well as being stalked by same person. I have lost 4 jobs due to his stalking me on the job, harassing my customers as well as me. He was a cop until he physically hurt me so bad, he was arrested, sent to a psychiatric hospital, where he had to stay for 30 days. All of which cost him his job on the force. I relocated 4 counties away and he still found me. I have had restraining orders, that did no good. I even changed my appearance, traded my car for something he would not recognize, and still, with his connections from the police dept., he has always found me. I am scared of my own shadow now and stay in my home as much as possible. I am barely surviving now. I just lost my mom in March and have lost all of my elders within the past 8 yrs. So I have no one to turn to. I have lost friends because of him and my situation. I was diagnosed with PTSD, Severe Anxiety and Depression. I don't know where to turn or what to do anymore. I used to be a very strong woman and could handle almost anything. I have lost a son, and I thought, if I can survive that, I can get through anything. But I was never prepared for this kind of life at all. I have lived in GA since 1997 and have tried to get help. But everywhere I turn, I can't find the right kind of help. I am unable to do this on my own. I need help.