Sorry to hear your sad news, condolences to you and family. I lost my dad 18 years ago on the 18th of this month to emphysema, I nursed him for 10 years so I know what you are going through. In time the bad memories of the illness will fade and all the good memories
come to the front of the line in your memory box, but please allow yourself time to grieve. Dad would have been 100yrs 14th July 2014 so we had a 'party' at the graveside, me, my husband and all the internees of the family grave, grandparents, my mum, my sister and brother, no booze though, only water for the flowers, It made me feel good having a 'chat'
with them all. Take care and take time to show and tell all the family how much you love them.
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most sincere best wishes, ermi