I've suffered bulimia for 2 years now, and I can't seem to find how to get out of this.
I went to the GP and got refered to a psychologist. I stopped after 3 months of therapy, when I didn't see the point of it. I didn't feel I was taking anything out of this. I went to see a nutritionist once and after I thought I should apply her advice and see how it goes.
I was training for a triathlon at that time, so their advice were sports specific. However my disease was bigger than that, I think that's why I didn't find the help I needed.
Since then my bulimia is getting worse. I used to hinge once a week and that was all, now it's for 2/3 days and I can't be bothered exercising to undo what I did, because I know it's not the right thing to do and the right way to think.
I feel a bit better in the way I think, as I used to think people were judging me every single time I'd step out of home, now, I feel a little less so, however my binge are still here and they prevent me sometimes to go to work, which I hate.
This morning I'm waking up after a weekend long binge, I feel aweful, guilty, useless. My stomach hurts.
I'm seeking help from you guys, I've got a close friend who's trying to help me but it's not working.
I feel alone in this battle, your advice are more than welcome.
Please help me