Ive had anorexia since last year and im fighting so hard but im felling really tired now, i started working out again and its out of my hands..... Again, i dont know how to stop, i burned more than 1000 calories in the work out and i still feel guilty about eating oreos, some nuts, my lunch and that protein bar, i didnt even get breakfast before working out for 3 hours, its stupid, i feel stupid and i need this fucking voice out of my head right now because i need to be fucking happy and im tired of this and of making my family cry and...... This is just shit i hope i can control myself again someday.