Need help

Firstly, it's good that you are purging less. Eating in excess and purging is known as bulimia.

Some science: when your body is in a starved state it will hold any food it gets and store it as fat. This is because your body does not know when it will get its next meal.

As you have e started to keep food down, you now need to start eating properly. This means going to your GO and asking for a dietician. They will slowly increase your caloric ( food energy) intake to a safe level. They do it slowly so that you do not gain weight or too much weight.

Hope this helps and don't worry about the weight thing.

I go along with what Zerocool has said. You will be able to maintain a steady weight if you eat more consistently. What will be best for your body is if you eat smaller meals more regularly throughout the day and without purging. I know because I've tried it. Our bodies will retain stuff in the form of fat if we muck them about.

If your dietician won't provide you with a meal plan then could you work out something for yourself? I asked mine for guidance about how many calories is right for me to maintain a healthy weight then used that as guidance.

It is hard to get out of an unhealthy pattern of eating and purging but 3 meals and 3 healthy snacks a day will give your body the best chance to get and maintain the right weight for you.

Basically, you need to match what you eat to what you burn. You will gain at first because you need to get your body out of the habit of starving but this will only be a few pounds to half a stone if done properly. You will than be able to gain and lose weight at a slow pace at will. Not eating or purging will have health implications.

Im very th tired of vomit binge purge make my throat so damn pain

Yes the craving junks is cos your body needs food quick and junks seem to be the answer.

Could you try just not having junks in the house or wherever you are?

Could you try having some healthy options around? Then when you crave you have something better to eat? There's some good ideas on nhs.uk/Change4Life/Pages/he...

But i know myself is full and my weight alr gain even i b . I jus feel i got th habit. Plus my doc say my liver infection idk why too);

I abuse laxatives i stopped 2 week but my shit is very hard cannot out . Make me bloated pain and even got piles how can i do to get bk my body i need help ...

You sound to have a lot going on. Do you have a specialist ED team supporting you?

Well done about making quite significant changes to your life e.g. stopping the laxatives. It will take a while before your body can recover and get back to a more healthy way of being..

Also I think you need to get back to the GP and talk things through especially the medical stuff. He/she may be able to help.

PS Anorexia Bulimia Care have a phone helpline for sufferers - have you tried calling them? It may help you to be able to talk through some of what you've been saying in this post. That's not to say stop using this post but sometimes it is more satisfactory to talk...