I can't do yard work anymore. I hurt too much.
This morning I looked out my kitchen window and my back yard is full of wild violets. Don't give a damn somebody said they're a weed, weed here = prize flower there. They're beautiful. And I don't have many comforts. I need them.
Unbearable sciatica pain 
Pain affecting sleep…lack of sleep causing hallucinations and mood problems, Drs not listening.
Discharged from the Pain Clinic.....😰
Years of neck and back pain...