No- this is not a post about a girl wondering what is happening to her body. Rather, I am in dire need to find out what is wrong with me and put this anxiety bubbling inside me to rest. I have been in my teen years for a while now and since then I have 'changed' I guess you could call it. I don't know how to exactly describe these changes, but it is the feeling that you know something is wrong but you don't know what. It's like a 6th sense per-say... if that even exists in the medical world. And a little thing about me is that I am an author that sometimes writes science fiction, so I tease my mind sometimes about being some 'crazy lab experiment that escaped.' (Don't think I'm crazy, the point of all of this is coming...).
My last issue that I keep having is the way my brain thinks. It's like I don't even have one anymore. Even as I am writing this I have no thoughts conjuring for the next line I am going to write. Maybe a memory disorder? I don't know! I just feel scared about it, I guess. I just want to know if there IS something wrong with me or if this is normal for some people or people in their teen years...
Yours truly,
Dakota
