years lost

[rockmanNo1]

hi all its been a long time since i was last on i cant tell you how long as i have had 4 brain ops now and my memory has suffered its been 9 years since my first op as i had a major bleed then they found more problems and while recovering i caught cancer and had my right lung removed im not sure why im telling you its probably because i dont have anyone to talk to i can tell you what happened to me 3 days ago and years ago but i cant remember what or where i was or doing for the last few months i know i need help because if im doing something like cooking as soon as i walk away from the cooker i forget and end up with the smoke alarm going of and i get confused i cant find work and when i do i forget what im supose to do or where to go i am grateful for what the nhs has done for me as i would be dead if it wasnt for them and i send my hart felt thanks to the staff of kings in london im sorry to rabbit on about my problems but im in alot of pain i havent seen a doctor for at least 2 years acording to my diary and i dont know what my next move should be