I'm writing this post because it was suggested by the apps "health report".
I have posted about medical problems I am having which have completely destroyed me. At this point my physical health has produced extreme mental health issues (depression, isolation, anxiety, constant dwelling on what's next, almost suicidal)
I am alone and suffering. My only companion is my dog...and he is suffering as well. I can't even pet him because we are both I'll with the same things. I hope days sometimes weeks without talking to anyone and can't remember the last time I have had any person to person contact.
I am fighting for my life. I don't think in winning. At this point I have lost all shame or fears of what people think and just want help. This life is no longer satisfying. It's actually a constant terrifying painful lonely NIGHTMARE.
I just thought I would do whatever suggested so there it is....