Scared of disappointing therapist

[IBS_Problems]

I go through really bad mood swing we’re all I want to do is kill myself but I’m scared of telling my therapist cause she says I have to deal with it. The same goes for self harming

[MAS_Nurse]

Hello IBS_Problems,

Sorry to hear that you are going through some hard times. Maybe you would find it easier to talk to someone on the phone? If you feel you need to, or would like to try, I have posted the link below to the Samaritans. Also, if you see the pinned posts on this site, there are links to the Crisis Support helplines in your area.

Samaritans: 116123 (Samaritans.org)

Are there any other members on here who might be able to offer some advice or who are having similar experiences?

Wishing you all the best, stay strong,

MAS Nurse and Moderator

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It can be quite alarming sometimes when we are near the edge looking over the top or if we have done something wrong, and the attitude of our helpers, and Health Professionals may have towards our actions. In the past when I was having a great deal of therapy the attitude that was taken by those who give support was surprising although now I can understand the attitude and the life expectations of their Patients

No matter what we do, we are still responsible for our actions, ill or not. Patients need to think out their actions before they do something wrong. We still have to raise our hands to our own actions, and accept that responsibility

Remember many Patients, have been messed about by others, in fact they have had to put up with these negative actions, that may have been the initial cause of their Depression or Anxiety. Your possible actions may cause someone else to become ill and suffer because of it. Consider any family members and their thoughts and regrets they may have if you take your life or hurt yourself. Can you imagine what may happen if they suffer because of your actions, Suicide or self harming, you may have the scars, they also feel the cuts to their heart as they wonder the reasons for your actions and possibly blame themselves

No excuses, we do wrong, we take responsibility of our actions ill or not.

BOB

[Mikefrankmamakas]

Talking to a samaritan will only put you in the psychiatric hospital they don't really care about anyone there only job is to call the cops and stick you in the psychiatric hospital I have my own experience and I have a friend who the samaritans always called the cop's and put her in the psychiatric hospital